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Tears
freely flowed from my eyes. My heart sobbed and begged him to take me with Him. I wanted to sing my loyalty to Him. I wanted
to say, “Don't leave me, my Lord. You are my heart now. You are my breath now. You are my very being now.
I don't know how to reach You
But nothing else satisfies
After loving You
All
else is death and lies
Don't leave me, my Lord.
My existence depends on the glory your one smile.
My
existence depends on the glow of your one look.
My existence depends on the sweetness of your one word.
Cruel,,, Kind
Wake me,,, Make Love to me,,, Then leave me behind
Do You
know how many life times I waited for You
How many lifetimes to hear and utter Waheguru
Don't leave me, my Lord.
I don't want to be anywhere without you, my sire.
I
don't want to spend a moment without your presence, my beloved.
I don't want to take a single breath without your permission,
my precious.
I can't reach You!
I can't reach You And so I die
It hurts so much inside
even to cry
I try to drown my sorrow, but nothing satisfies
Don't leave me, my Lord.
Don't you know? No other will quench my thirst.
Don't
you know? You are my moon, my sun and my sky.
Don't you know? I will wilt the moment you leave my sight.
I'm left alone in the dark without Your Light
Hopelessly waiting for
some spark to ignite
And light up my heart once more
With the Love that lies behind the Hidden Door
Don't leave me, my Lord.
I would gladly sacrifice all pleasure for you.
I
would gladly walk a thousand paces behind you.
I would gladly cut my head and place it at your sweet feet.
Forsaken, alone, forlorn, I weep and pine.
I die a thousand deathsWith every
breath
Waiting for sach Love as satisfies
Wahe should I not die of weeping until thou comest into my mind
But my love, my Lord, my beloved, my jewel, my precious, my sunshine, my moonlight,
my angel, my father, my mother, my brother, my husband, my God,
Please don't leave me,
Please don't leave me,
Please don't leave me.
All
I want is you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you…"
But
I could not utter a single word. I could neither confess my love for him nor my dread of His absence. All I managed to utter
was, “Mercy!” He too could not resist me. With His sweet, life-giving hand he wiped my face and beard. His touch
deepened my red color. His touch brightened the white light within me. His touch sweetened the nectar inside me.
~If I cherish Thee than I assume the deep red colors~
A thousand voices lifted together in song, a chorus
waheguru
yet there was utter stillness
A thousand burning suns shone behind my eyes
waheguru
yet not
even one star lit up the darkness
A thousand red petaled perfumed roses fell at my feet
waheguru
yet there
was not one petal to be seen
A thousand humming birds fed me nectar gathered by a thousand
bees
waheguru
yet they too remained unseen
A thousand arms caressed
me
waheguru
carrying me, as if a dream
A thousand kisses showered on my face waheguru
In absolute beauty, I separated and became ONE
with EVERYTHING
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